Random Thoughts

Life is so full of ups and downs. That is why when life is good we need to embrace it but, it scares me so much sometimes. I always have so many thoughts running through my head that I wish were not there. Like I always say I am way too sensitive for this world. I am so scared of the future: where I will be, what my kids will be like, and if I have made a difference. I've been worrying about that for years. I know that I need to get something for my anxiety. I do feel secure about one thing: that I will have good friends in my life and a strong family. I am putting good things in so I know good things will come of it. Life is amazing and complex............I wish I could strengthen that and not worry so much.